NEXT

Came across this song and felt that it fit my life perfectly right now...the NEXT conference I attended in Baltimore, Maryland this weekend made me realize how completely far off base I am. Within minutes of the worship service, God ripped my heart open and peeled my eyes back to Him. This song was the cry of my heart...

Rediscover You by Starfield

I need to just admit
my faith is paper thin
I'm feeling so burned out
On religion

I say an empty prayer
I sing a tired song
I need to just admit that the passion's gone

And I want to get it back

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move
Help me rediscover You

I want to learn to pray
The way that David prayed
I want my soul to burn when I hear Your name
I want to feel like new
I want to hunger for you
Bring me back to life like only You can do
Cause I don't want to stay the same

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move
Help me rediscover You

Lord, I want to be Yours today
I want to know the passion of the saints
And how they were changed

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move

I want to burn for You
Bring me back to life, Jesus
Help me rediscover You

Please...

To say that my heart hurts is an understatement.
To say that everything is going to be alright is questionable.
To say that I know the Lord is in control is true, but hard to understand.

I am usually one to be very transparent (especially on this blog), but for this....I'm refraining. All that I'm asking from you is to simply pray for me. Please.